Giving up smoking.

So, I gave up smoking around a month ago.
I lapsed once, one morning when I was Fucking Stressed. I thought it would make me feel better. Instead it made me almost faint in a car ten minutes later, I attribute this funny turn directly to the cigarette. It tasted foul too. Fucking horrible.

Anyway, it's been a total of around three weeks since I last had a cigarette. And, while the past three weeks have been hard anyway, I haven't really *craved* as much as I'd expected. I did crave. I certainly did crave. I thought about smoking at random points, I fancied a fag in the middle of a school day once and automatically wished I could spark up then and there... then I realised how absurd my thoughts had been, and kicked myself for being a sad nicotine junkie. I've also been a ratty bitch for the past few weeks.

But, I've even imbibed alcohol around smokers, who got through a ton o cigarettes in a single night, and while I was tempted several times to crash a fag; I didn't.
As awful as it has been I think the worst has gone... maybe quitting around one of the most stressful times of my life was a good idea, got all that stress out of the way in one go (^u^)

Anyway. Yay me! Let's just hope I don't relapse, fingers crossed for me chums.